The Risks Of Therapy

It would be nice to think that therapy will make you feel better all of the time. After all, that's why people enter therapy, isn't it? I mean, who enters therapy if they think it's going to make them feel worse than they already do? Well, maybe a masochist would do that; would even count on it. But short of that, I think it's realistic to suppose that people enter therapy because they believe it will help them to feel good. There have even been therapy self help books written with titles like "The Feel Good Book".

It may come as a surprise then to discover that the therapeutic process can elicit difficult, painful, frightening feelings also, and that every session will not end with you, the client, feeling better than when you arrived. Along these lines we have other therapy related books with titles like "I Never Promised You A Rose Garden", and "Love Is Never Enough".

If we conceive of therapy as a journey of healing, as a process through time, we will be better able to imagine that this journey might have down's as well as up's; bumps and turns in the road;
bad weather as well as good; and a guarantee of changes along the way. From this point of view we can say that the process of therapy requires a certain amount of courage; a certain adventurousness of spirit; a certain willingness to be surprised, disappointed, challenged, and ultimately strengthened by our experiences.

Not much different from a life well lived, you might say. And you might be right.





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Give An Hour.ORG

Give An Hour.org is a non-profit, non-partisan service organization established to help provide free counseling/therapy services to returning veterans from the Iraq/Afghanistan wars. Services are also being provided to veteran families. Many of these men and women, as well as their children, are affected adversely by the experiences of combat, family disruption, and the often very difficult re-integration process following deployment.

Here are just a few astounding facts to consider:

According to the DoD Taskforce on Mental Health, among troops returning from Afghanistan and Iraq, 40% of soldiers, 1/3 of marines, and fully half of National Guard members are suffering from psychological problems following deployment;

children from military families are twice as likely to die from severe abuse as other children are, and rates of abuse and neglect rise dramatically (40%) during the time of deployment;

a recent Rand Corporation study reports that some 300,000 US troops returning from Iraq/Afghanistan are suffering from Major Depression or Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, while another 320,000 are suffering with brain injuries. Only about half of all of these women and men have sought treatment;

there are an average of 18 suicides a day, among America's 25 million vets.

I've taken the step of signing up, along with some 4,000 other therapists (so far) across the country, with Give An Hour, in order to be able to contribute something in the way of compassionate care to some of these men, women and children. This is not an issue of politics or party lines, but a matter of offering some measure of help to people in dire need.

If you'd like more information on Give An Hour, please click on the title of this post to visit their website.



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Reality Tends To Intrude

For a while, things are going much better. Insights have been gained, new and considerably more compassionate relationship dynamics are being employed with oneself, self care is becoming a real and active part of everyday life, and as a result, you're feeling "exited about life" for the first time in many years. You're experiencing genuine hope for the future, a more open expanse of possibilities, instead of the dark tunnel of despair and depression that has been your abode for so long.

Then, it's as though the wrathful hand of God has slapped you across your beseeching, uplifted face. Not you! it seems to say. Did you really think I'd let you feel good about yourself! Who do you think you are?!

To make matters worse, you are, without really knowing it, the one playing God. It is actually your own self judgment and self criticism, along with your own unrealistic expectations about your recovery, that is exacerbating your slide back down the slope of old behavioral and emotional habits. You were doing things right, you figured, and the results were real. I've arrived! It's been a long journey, but I've finally arrived! Whew!

What you haven't accounted for is what I like to call your "defaults". Those patterns that are simply programmed deeply into your personality, and are the places you will tend to "default to" under stress. The familiar. The well established. The original. Everyone has them, and learning to live with them in more creative and loving ways is a key to continued recovery and development. The reality of "two steps forward, one step back", has to be understood and integrated as a natural part of the healing and growth process. Especially in the early stages of recovery.



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What's Normal?

"I'm stuck", she tells me, a little tearfully. This is an utterly unknown condition for her. She doesn't recognize herself lately, and neither do her friends, who are encouraging her to "snap out of it" and get back to the familiar, capable, get-things-done person they know. She doesn't understand why she can't seem to do this, and she believes they're right: she should be able to simply snap out of it, whatever "it" is.

In the course of our first conversation I learn what the last three years or so of her life have been like: major stressors, family emergency, a medically predicted child death (which didn't happen), uprooting and moving across country, a challenging new marriage. She's always been the "strong" one, doing whatever needed to be done, taking care of others, having no time to stop, or to fail, or to be needy herself. A survivor.

"I don't have time to break down" she tells me, so instead she has become depleted emotionally, physically and I suspect spiritually. She is experiencing multiple symptoms of depression, and can't "move forward" with her life as she's known it. She cries easily and "all the time", and feels that something inside of her has died. She derives no pleasure or satisfaction from anything, and her creative activities have dried up. Coming to see me is the first time in her life that she's ever talked with anyone about her distress, and it's because she feels scared, powerless ("For the first time in my life I'm dealing with something I can't handle on my own") and defeated that she has finally sought help.

One of the first things I have started to do with this client is to begin to frame her experiences in ways that will tend to "normalize" them, that is, help her to see that, given the challenges she's been up against, and the circumstances of her current and past life, her responses are pretty predictable, if not guaranteed; connecting the dots between circumstances and "normal" human needs and reactions; validating the sense of overwhelm that exists; reassuring her that she's not going crazy, but rather is needing to learn what it means to have a complex emotional life, and what it might look like to begin, very probably for the first time in her life, to have good support, and to take good care of herself emotionally.

\There is hope.



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